Journaling

 

While I have this blog and will continue to use it I am looking to start journaling things. Important ahas or any moment of revelation, I may start to blog a post about it. 

I want my blog to be a place of encouragement and wisdom. I want it to be a positive place and not just negative things. I want those posts to be a bare minimum. 

This blog will continue and will continue to share what I am learning, and positive things but I want to have a place too with that kind of information and a place for me to write my thoughts. I tend to use my blog more because I can type longer than I can write.

I need to start searching for journal prompts, but also when I post some revelation, I summarize it and then write the takeaway down in a journal. I need a place that I can refer to that has positive things, so when I am down, I can read and be like, " Wow, that's such a good takeaway. 

I might do some memes that I really like too, or thoughts. I need to help myself during dark moments.

I will still keep my prayer journal, which is not going anywhere, but I need places where I can use my voice. 

It has been so hard because I have felt most of my life like my voice didn't matter. I don't think anyone can understand how it feels to have gone your life this way. I have felt the majority of my life this way. I think this is where writing was born with me. It gave me the opportunity to share my thoughts, and mostly because no one sees it, I can't be made to feel lesser or like I did not matter.

I am looking forward to what will come out. I already wrote part of this post yesterday, and since then, I have 3 pages of memes I saw recently that I want to keep down as a reminder. Can I save it all in folder yes but there is power in writing it down.

I have a plan I bought some gel pens in different colors and I will be categorizing them colors and what the mean. So purple for example is for memes I find and like the though. Etc. So when I go through my journal I can locate things easier. 

I may start to write more here too because I like to, but it's going to depend on what's going on too. But hoping to keep this blog more active with content. Not sure if anyone even follows, but if you do, I will be adding more. I guess this blog is more for me than anyone else.