So I just got this topic in my mind and decided to write about it. I really think the life we live is not at all how God intended for us. I understand we need to make money, to pay our bills, food, clothing, etc but I truly don't believe one bit this is what God envisioned for us.
This makes it tough and partially shortly after I went vegan I got impressed that this everyday living is not for me. I am the most happiest when I am volunteering. I kinda in a way feel bad to make money when there are countless others who are suffering or going without basic needs.. Now I do have a job and It is nice to have some money in my pocket to do things but I think of all those that aren't as fortunate.
I am just really drawn to act of service and helping out our fellow man and or other critters. I feel so many people do not have the same luxuries that I do and its our duty to help them. Our job is not to judge who is fitting, our job is to obey and to help them out. If there is any sorting to do God's got that.
There are many things I would love to help out with I'd love to help others who also suffer from anxiety, depression. I have both and know all too well the demons that need to be slayed. Whether in Christian setting or not so many people need help and feel like its okay to bare their soul. I also would love to help others connect and their journey towards veganism. I don't have all the answers, but would love to help someone out. Then there is too helping animals in need. This is my biggest want to help out with. I don't know what God has in store for me and really I should of been going to God with all this first.
If any of that would lead to a paid position would be bonus but money is not the main motivator for me. I mean in my job I have now it kinda is. But generally speaking I want to help. I am not the best at small chat. I hate repeating myself also and with the job I have now you say the exact same thing to everyone you talk too. I dunno where God will lead. Sometimes I even wonder if I will get to those things because it just shows that Jesus is coming back real soon. When you think of this though how many people thought the same when world war broke out. People thought this is it the world is coming to an end but I just feel like even more so now that this is so very true. I guess this is why I have troubles too doing stuff. I know God does not want that either. He wants me to enjoy this life that he has given me. But so many scenarios pop in my head and am left wondering {also not knowing what to do}.
No one knows the hour, or the day, its not anything one person can predict. Only God knows when that will be. Our job is to always be prepared because that day could come at any moment. Or we could find ourselves face to face with him. I dunno I think this is just me and how I see things but I think we were meant for more than just the life we live now. There is so much I think we miss with our current life.
Well just some thoughts, thank you if you read it till the end. I appreciate it!
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